yes.. i admit.. i do love you.. but.. that was yesterday.. starting from today onwards.. i will give up on loving you.. so.. u can just take your time to go after her.. =) i should have given up long time ago.. it's true what my friends had told me.. i spend time.. money and effort on you but you didn't appreciate me at all.. they told me to give up a long time ago.. but.. i didn't listen to them.. i was surprisingly stubborn.. and still wanted to go on loving you.. i didn't care about the fact that you are playing me.. just as long as it makes you happy and that i get to spend time with you.. that will be enough.. i will be sastified.. <3.. but.. then i found out.. you actually used me.. to you.. i am just your play toy.. whenever you get bored.. or you just want to use me to make her jealous.. you will come and find me.. play with me and stuff.. and when you are finish with me.. you ditch me.. just like that.. i'm tired of being your play toy.. i'll just let you go.. forever..

handphone got spoilt.. well.. won;t be putting anymore pics on the blog i think.. unless parents buy me a new phone or err.. hmmm.. i borrow's bro's camera.. =D.. hehe.. well.. that's all.. not really into the mood to blog today.. sorry.. btw.. i'm reading new moon now.. =D just finish twilight a few days ago.. i'm so in love with edward cullen.. haha.. anyways.. till then.. <3

hmmm.. had fun today.. went to the curvr to celebrate faris birthday.. hmmm.. bryan.. me.. jeannie.. sadiah.. bob.. lawrence.. wei shen.. peter.. andy and faris.. =D all of us were at the royal bintang having our lunch.. i went there late though.. no transport.. then.. hmmm.. we walked to the cinema.. planning to watch a movie.. but.. there's nothing out now.. and.. even the good movies are like 18pg.. sad.. then.. hmmm.. we went for bowling.. =D.. i couldn't play though.. cuz my nails were like toooo long and there wasn't any nail clipper there for me to cut my nails.. and hmmm.. then after that.. we went to play pool.. it was like my first time playing pool.. and i didn't know how to hit the ball.. it keeps bouncing.. hehe.. then.. we went to drink and stuff.. =D and.. my parents called me to go home after that.. thanks faris for making my day.. =D



friends.. =D



<3



wei shen and faris.. =)



faris took this.. =)



kar mon.. danny.. jeff.. me.. lol..

=)



bingo.. <3



bryan send this to me.. =)

hey.. went to hmmm.. ou in the morning.. kar mon didn't manage to come cuz he's going to pavilion.. anyways.. ou was ok.. shop a bit.. bought stuff.. =) and went to rakuzen for lunch.. the sushi there was yummy!! especially the soft shell crab!! =) and.. hmm.. the shishamo was like damn damn tasty!! =) my siblings and i ordered about 50 shishamos.. plus the salmon was nice and fresh.. =D got very full after that.. then.. went to klcc.. =) read some novels in kinokuniya while parents went for shopping.. then.. we went home.. btw.. mom accidently hit my eyes with the bottle.. it was a bit bengkak.. but it's much better now.. after i put the ice.. =D anyways.. that's all for today.. till then!

[BEST FRIENDS]
because our parents could never
handle us as [SISTERS]



They got me smiling when it hurts;
nothing exactly measures to what my
best friends are truly worth



they're all my friends,
break their heart,
i'll break your neck.. =)



You're high school friends
know who you are
but you're elementary
school friends know why



=)



friends will prove people you're not a physco path,
but best friends will share the retardation



she's so pretty.. =)



the tans will f-a-d-e
but the memories will last { f o r e v e r}



memories of the past.. =)



her name's shu mei.. =)



lets become little old ladies together.
we'll stay up late looking at old pictures
telling "remember when" stories,
& laughing till our sides ache.
lets become eccentric together -
the kind of old ladies who take long walks,
wear silly hats, & get away with acting outrageous in public places.
& if anybody asks how long we've been friends
we'll say, "Oh forever ;; since before you were even born!"
let's become little old ladies together
because a friendship that's as special as ours
can only grow better through the years



Friends will pick up what you dropped;
but best friends will tell you that you
dropped it & keep walking



=)



If you’re gonna spend
the rest of your life with
someone, it might as
well be your best friend



They fight they laugh, they cry and share.
But one thing remains true.
A relationship destined to fail…
Ended up shining through.



wei lik!! =)



TEENAGE GIRLS:we laugh too loud,
go insane over small things, obsess over
small things, sing off key, act weird, have
to buy things, need to be friends with,
can't go to the bathroom alone , eat too
much, ask if we're fat often, cry all the
time, stay up all night; but all that doesn't
matter because we love each other anyway
& that's one



just the four of us.. <3



my three best friends.. =)

hey.. i'm like shit for the test.. =( haven't started studying yet!! arrrgh.. i;m gonna fail all my test i think.. especially the bloody geo.. =( and sej.. haven;t even memorise it yet!! and kh too.. arrrgh.. =( anyways.. went to ou today.. then.. saw kar mon.. =) then.. hmmm.. we talked and walked about for a while.. then.. he had to go for tuition.. so.. had to say bye to him.. erm.. hmmm.. now.. my family and i is gonna celebrate my sister's birthday.. so.. i gtg.. no time to study for tmr's test d.. haiz.. die die die.. till then.. =)



in sakae sushi.. =)



her cake is so pretty!! =)



Congrats sister.. =) you finally 10.. =D

hey.. exams r like next week.. and i don;t know why i'm like no mood to study.. haiz.. i'll die for finals man.. pray to god i'll pass my test.. anyways.. that's all.. i'll update next week.. after the test.. if possible i'll update b4 the test.. =) n.. erm.. that's all.. so.. till then.. <3