yes.. i admit.. i do love you.. but.. that was yesterday.. starting from today onwards.. i will give up on loving you.. so.. u can just take your time to go after her.. =) i should have given up long time ago.. it's true what my friends had told me.. i spend time.. money and effort on you but you didn't appreciate me at all.. they told me to give up a long time ago.. but.. i didn't listen to them.. i was surprisingly stubborn.. and still wanted to go on loving you.. i didn't care about the fact that you are playing me.. just as long as it makes you happy and that i get to spend time with you.. that will be enough.. i will be sastified.. <3.. but.. then i found out.. you actually used me.. to you.. i am just your play toy.. whenever you get bored.. or you just want to use me to make her jealous.. you will come and find me.. play with me and stuff.. and when you are finish with me.. you ditch me.. just like that.. i'm tired of being your play toy.. i'll just let you go.. forever..